Fall 2009

After taking a break from blog world, I suddenly feel a little bit more motivated to blog. So hopefully, I will be able to get a little bit more about El Salvador and other random things happening.

School is starting in two weeks and I'm filled with so many bitter-sweet feelings. I am not ready to study for the never ending string of tests, work, do homework and repeat over and over and over again. Life gets mundane and stressful as there is always one more thing on the long laundry list of things to do.

However, I'm filled with excitement for this next semester....After lots of prayer, I am going to spend this next year seriously serving and concentrating on loving the city of Akron. As Chris Tomlin says it best, "Greater things have yet to come and greater things are still to be done in this city."

Sarah and I were talking about what it looks likes for me to serve Akron...I love 707 and not being there tears my heart and to know that it is not where I will be serving hurts even more. In some ways I almost feel guilty about 'leaving,' even though I know I am not. Sarah put it into words that make much more sense for me....This year in sorts, I am out on loan. I am being commissioned to spread the gospel in Akron and disciple younger women so that in a later season of life I can come back to 707, and they can recieve the interest that I earned while on mission.

So this semester I look forward to being able to serve the freshmen as they wonder through campus without an idea as to why they are here or what they want to do with their lives. I look forward to being able to serve inner city children through Reach Akron. I am also looking forward to being able to walking through life with other women by discipling them and also by being discipled.

I think most importantly what I have been learning is that it is not so much where I serve that is important (also not saying that we can do what ever we want), but how you serve. God needs people to serve and be the light of Christ in Medina, Akron, Cleveland, Ohio, El Salvador. Not one of these places in necessarily better than another. I am not going to win more brownie points with God for serving one places than another....The bigger idea is that I serve where I am with everything that I am...

If I am at home in Medina--How am I serving my family, my neighborhood, my co-workers?

If I'm in Akron--How am I loving the other women in my life, my housemates, the homeless, college students?

If I'm in El Salvador--How am I loving the tias, the children, the neighbors, the community of Plantaneo?

So this semester I will be thinking about how, to the best of my ability, serve the community in which I live. My prayer is that this semester I may stand with arms wide and heart abandoned as I am open to what God has for me.

May we go and serve....bless others, endure, and answer kindly....

Grace and Peace
kristen